bcoz boy,i be an idiot again.. :-(

hyep..lme xtuliz..xde mnde nk tuliz..hurm,aq agk strez..nk dkt smgu lbey da aq cmni..no in m0od..always be a hot tempered..cant handle myself..sadness,strezz,misses,lonely always around me..aq xley gdo ngn dy..cz dy la peneman aq slme ni..bia un dy pny prgai buruk,tp aq tw dy oke..dy wt cm uw cz dy xley time hakikat y dy kne tindaz..he oweyz want 2 be a 6be 1..jrg dy nglh..aq xsggop cri gdo ngn dy..cz slme ni klw kterorg gdo un,mzt xlme..cz aq jz ad dy jep..dy jep pling rpt ngn aq evn aq ad kwn2 y len..aq xsggop nk tggl an dy..npe la aq ley syg dy lbey dy mbe sdg an aq tw xmgkin aq dpt dy..aq tw syg dy jz 4 's'..dy sndri da ngku kt aq..tp npe susa ngt aq lpe an dy?tggl an dy?jaoh dr dy?tlg la aq..aq xnk jd bdo cz boy ag..ckup la mse ngn 'a' je..npe susa ngt aq nk bla dr idop dy?dy ad byk gurl,tp npe aq cbok ke dy ag?
hie anis aqeela..bgn la ko..ce sedr kit ko uw cmne..dy da ckp an,ko xlyk 4 dy cz ko t'lmpw bek klw nk d'bnding an ngn dy.weyh,byk ag boy,asl ko cbok ngn dy gk?bgn la anis..bgn!ye,aq cbe bgn..tp aq xlrt ag..aq ltey..aq pnt..aq xsggop cmni..aq nk lri jaoh..weyh,aq tw ko bkn cmni..ap da jd ngn ko ni?trok ngt?final nk dekt la weyh..stdy2..assg byk ag nk kne stel..final paper hardcore y msok..ye,aq tw!tp aq xley wt!aq da cbe..aq lyn sume laki2 y ad kt fb uw,tp sorg un xjln..aq soh dy mki aq,npe dy xnk wt?sdg an dy sndri soh aq tggl an dy..npe dy mzt cri alsn y byk 4 mki aq?npe kenangan aq ngn dy mse laz kterorg kua sme uw,men2 dlm ple aq?npe lgu saat t'akhir uw aq skmo dgr?npe?!aq xmo ag jd cm dlu..3 bln idop tnpe jwe..3 bln jd myt idop..xnk!!skit!!xt'tggng aq..aq cm dpt ase y mnde uw bkl jd ag..aq bkl jd myt idop..lalui ari2 tnpe jwe..jwe ksong..sntiase dlm m0od cdey.pya nk snym..ari2 badmd..cmne ni?aq xmo..uw bkn dri aq..aq ske snym,ktwe..saat ni,bru aq ase,aq prlu an maq..maq,ank prmpuan maq ni,dlm mslh..maq,org cdey..cmne org nk wt?maq,org rnd0o maq..rnd0o ngt..org ase nk plok2 maq..ari uw xdpt jmp,dpt jmp ayh je..org da xlrt ag..maq,tlg la org..daq y wt org cmni,xnk tlg org..dy xtw nk wtpe..maq,npe org syg dy..cm dy jep y ad kt dlm dunie ni..byk an laki len..tp npe dy gk y org cri..tlg la org..i got t0o go..bye..